Today I had time alone...it was the Home Depot class and I anticipate this time with great expectation, yet I scrutinize every moment...am I using it wisely? Am I making the most of this silence?
I listened...He spoke...'I am your friend'. Revealing my unrealistic expectations of relationships...my wrong thinking about friendship...it's His idea, not mine; therefore, in order to have healthy ones, I have to receive His health, His Life and His perspective, not my own.
These are some of the ponderings I've had since Donnie died.
Reading Ann's mourning posts have made things difficult at times, yet hopeful...I actually couldn't read through some of them.
I wanna live fully in the dash.