It all boils down to IDOLATRY. In my heart- that He refuses to tolerate because He is a jealous God and His love for me cost Him His Son's life. He wants all of my heart, my affections and my full attention.
Late last night I watched a video clip sent by Amy from her church that spoke volumes to my heart. I woke with a heaviness and yet an urgency to seek Daddy's face. He took me to Luke 9, but this time when I read the Word, it was with a heart to only serve Him and 'hear' differently. Jesus taught His disciples several lessons in this chapter. The one that gripped my heart the most was about following Him. Actually, the entire chapter is about that, and He's really working on getting this message across to these guys and the crowds. He's Invested three years of His life into these men's lives and He knows He's leaving this world soon and they are the ones taking His message to the world.